Just like the title says, it's been a day. It's been a week actually. One that you really can't describe well.
Last week was horrible. We had exams. I felt so out of the loop. I didn't really talk to anyone at all. It was weird. I read my book every lunch hour. Alone.
Horrible up until Friday night, at least.
I went over to Andrew and Randy's on Friday night for their birthday. I took Nikki and Kyle. Johnna and Natalie were there, which was awesome because I hadn't seen them in ages and I missed them. Robbie was there too. I really wanted to talk to him. I don't I started talking to him until well into the night. Around 12:30 I had to drive Nikki home, so I asked if he wanted to come with me to drop her off. Yes, me. I asked that. I could barely believe it was me talking, but I did. And he came.
We dropped Nikki off and made our way back to the apartment downtown. We talked some on the way back. About school and such. Then he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I said no. A few moments later, he asked me if I'd ever consider going out with him. I told him yes. It was funny walking back to the apartment. We're both pretty shy, so we didn't really say much. Just kind of kept looking at each other and smiling.
A little after we got back to the apartment I went into the bathroom to help Johnna take care of her and Natalie's friend, Liza. She was getting sick and felt horrible so we stayed in there to take care of her for a long time. Then Natalie started throwing up in Andrew's room so I went over there to take care of her while Johnna stayed with Liza. Robbie came in to sit with me while Natalie was recovering.
Later we went for a walk outside across the street. We turned back after a bit because it was freezing. He put his arm around me and then took my hand. It was great.
I had to leave Andrew's around 3:00 a.m. I ended up leaving around 3:30. Ooops. Oh well. Robbie told me he'd call me the next day, and sure enough, he did. We hung out all day. First we went over to Randy and Andrew's. Randy and Johnna got in a fight, but I'm not going to say all the details because it really isn't my place to. So Robbie and I drove out with Randy to Pellston to see her. I got to meet his family. His mom is really nice. I liked her. And his little sister is so cute. She just loves Johnna and Robbie. So much. You can tell by the things she says to them. It's adorable.
We were there for a long time. By the time we left I think Johnna and Randy had everything sorted out. I think. I don't know.
After dropping Randy off, Robbie and I went to my house. We hung out there for awhile, watched a movie with my brother, then watched one by ourselves.
I won't go into specifics.
I dropped him off around 1:00 a.m.
I was going to see him Sunday, but I got sick. A-fucking-gain. I woke up about 4:00 on Sunday morning with the worst headache. I couldn't stand it. I couldn't sleep. It was bad. I went downstairs for my mom. She brought up some painkillers for me to take and she rubbed my head until I fell asleep. She took my temperature. I had a high fever. I don't remember what it was. 100-something. No clue.
Sunday morning around 9:00 I woke up again with the worst pain in my back ever. Not the achey, knotted muscle pain, but sharp stabbing pain every time I would breathe. So I went downstairs and laid on the heating pad, which did jack shit for the pain. My mom gave me so many pain relievers. All together yesterday I took four Motrin and six Tylenol. And the pain still wouldn't subside. It was so weird.
Robbie called yesterday too. We were going to hang out, but I couldn't. I could barely move. It sucked, because I wanted to see him. I told him I'd call him later that night, but I never did. I fell asleep and didn't wake up until around 11:30 p.m. I didn't want to call late.
This morning I woke up shivering and aching. Oh, it was loads of fun. When I got to school this morning, I went to sit in the octagon with a bottle of juice under the heater. I couldn't open the damn juice, my hands hurt to much. They physically hurt. I couldn't grasp the cap. Plus my hands were freezing. Every single bone in my body just hurt like hell. To sit on the floor hurt my hip bones and my back. Sitting in the chair hurt my hip bones and back, and then shoulder bones when I leaned against the back of the chair. Finally, around 8:45, even though I had only been at school not more than half an hour, I called my mom to go home. I couldn't take it. Despite having my sweatshirt and coat on, I was still shivering. And shivering didn't help the pain I felt in my bones. I went to all of my teachers to see what homework I'd have, because I don't want to get behind. I was home by 8:50.
I crawled into bed, sweatshirt and all. Still couldn't stop shivering. Laying in bed, my whole body still hurt. Bones and everything. Finally I fell asleep around 10:00, but not after taking two Tylenol and two Motrin. I woke up again at 1:00 feeling somewhat better. Went back to sleep. Woke up again around 2:30. Went back to sleep. Was woken up by my cell phone ringing a little bit ago. It was Robbie. He called to see how I was feeling. Then he told me I have to start feeling better soon so he can see me. I told him he needs to be at Andrew's tomorrow when I go over there so I can see him. (I'm going to Andrew's to fingerpaint his walls with him, Christina, Chrystianna, Jasmine and Alyssa.) He's going to call me after I get out of dance company around 5:30 tomorrow.
That made my day better.
I'm feeling better now. Still shitty. Still achey. But better.